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dream-journal

may, 2007

May 4th

frustrated...can't remember it too good. It was work related and frankly...I believe it was a boring dream. Too boring to remember...hmmm

I was at work- not the leader (there is some leader concept here) but feeling 'one of the leaders' -trying to help people while trying to keep them in line too.

Not totally comfortable in my role- I am wearing a skirt-suit that is pretty, I think...but I feel sort of like a corporate whore in the dream...observing myself as such. This is what I get for watching Clerks 2 before bedtime. ('I'm not even supposed to be here today...')

May 6th

I will remember my dreams- guide, please help me remember my dreams... I dreamt of Pizza Hut. someone was with me looking at other people there~ bad service? Someone else I know is driving around trying to get people to honk~very affectionate looking at apartments without walls~ school campus. driving across...driving across the way - looking for a friend, who is an adult entertainer. am driving through campus (looking like driving through downtown...feel like an observer) now flying through "campus" the road is torn and dangerous but repairs itself just before I get to each part of it. before, at lunch I see someone I once knew- it is awkward- why? somebody who worked there I knew for a long time is very nice, very good to see her again.

May 7th

I will remember my dreams...dream, dream...I am talking to a teacher ~ I am more organized than I appear...I have a hidden record.

May 11th

Cellar Door~every day that shed door opens more.

May 12th

someone shows up to work during the first group and says they want to "study" the patients- our director tells them to go- we don't allow people to "study" our patients

May 13th

I had a dream where I was making love, don't know who with- but someone I am familiar with ~unspecific in the way only dreams can be- I love it- it is very satisfying...watching a moview about the 70's...made in the 70's and a cartoon...depicts the characters all tripping acid in a very entertaining way. I'm trying to get someone to watch this movie...because it is so interesting, old cartoon...kind of like American Pop. The person I am talking to is like a partner - but I don't know who- like a soul mate- familiar somehow but no one I really know at present.

May 19th

I go to the coffee shop - one I am used to. I see two people I have worked with there...thought they looked familiar. They see me and recognize me too. One seems to be on a date with the other. The woman makes small talk with me, says she's waiting for a ride back to 'our fantasy house.' I ask "where is that"? and she replies, "moon valley road." We walk out- its like on 9th Street- but not Coffee Zone, its on the other side- like where 9th Street Deli is. The girl appears to be mildly irritated with the guy. They tell me they looked at some property together while I am trying to figure out what they are doing there and how they were going to get back to wherever they came from. I had come in the back door of the coffee house- from a long trip. there was a long drive...and something about a long slide too...that I don't really know how to accurately describe. long highway drive - the left side of the road is paved while the right side is gravel. I am stuck between a fast person and a slow person (as usual) - the fast person goes in the right lane and that doesn't work so well for him.

May 27

Dreamt about being in a group of women taking care of a group of men in some organized fashion. It was some odd type of work situation- there were these little cards that we had to carry to remind us of what we needed to remember. There was some squabbling about leadership- reminiscent of what I heard last night, I guess. And somehow it felt like what we were doing was unnecessary.

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