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dream-journal april, 2007 I am back in the habit of recording these dreams- thanks to the School of Metaphysics. 04/25/07 I dream of a school - don't know how to describe it...but in my dream I view it as a school of magic. 04/25/07 I couldn't fall into a deep sleep today even though I cancelled an important appointment I will be paying for because I became so exhausted I had to go home and rest. I slept somewhat though off and on for about an hour. I remember seeing the clock say 6:18pm and feeling glad it was still early- but I woke up a little bit and realized I don't have a clock in the room I was sleeping in- at least not a digital one. I keep forgetting to ask for help with dream recall before I go to bed- strange because at one time I was doing that every night...but that was a while ago. 04/26/07 I prayed for assistance this time. My record of the dream I recalled is jumbled...I was being raped by someone I know and someone else I know is there as well watching. Another person I have met recently returns to town to take me away- like a hero archetype in my dreams- he shows up to rescue me and take me away from this all...the person who attacks me...he is jealous and in control- an image of two people kissing- ill-fated attraction- I feel powerless. I see myself as a little kid in a bathroom at my parents house...with no choices. I feel trapped. That dream lingers in my mind throughout the day- causes me to understand why I feel the way I do. 04/27/07 There's a lot of people again...but a lot of roaches in this dream...nasty things that pop up and scurry through my dreams most unsettlingly. I hate roaches- in my dream they scurry around my office as I talk to someone I work with- a bit later- I am in a cabin house I have just bought...and I am on the phone with a friend who has also just bought a house. This house looks familiar, but I don't know if I have actually seen it- it may be the floorplan that was familiar- very realistic and similar to many houses I have seen in the country. There is a gorgeous bay window in the living room- outside is a breathtaking view of the sun setting behind huge mountains. Where did I see those mountains before? I am pleased with myself for buying this house and excitedly reporting to my friend- although the kitchen and garage could use some work- and it isn't very big and rather plain...but that view is incredible. I am outside and tell my friend, "all I see is miles of green going up to the mountains. It's amazing!" There are no roads but fields of green spotted with farmhouses in front of the mountains- tall pine trees ... then I realize my phone has some kind of weird GPS system on it...it is picking up on some kind of weird helicoptor right next to me. I look straight up and there it is- but it isn't a helicoptor...it's floating right above me noiselessly and doesn't look like any craft I have ever seen. It gives me the wig so I go inside. In waking life, in trying to figure out where I have seen those mountains - I realize after waking- I was dreaming of a picture I found and loved- thus put it on my website's home page last night...the same mountains. Only in my dream there was a sun setting with pinks and oranges...but the scene came directly from that picture and the feeling it gives. It was like I dove right into it. The pic gave me a special feeling last night. I love the space and the majesty it illustrates. I put it on the home page because I want it to be part of my life right now. It has a purpose now- it means something...I'm just not sure what yet. 04/28/07 I dream of a house ...an old house I've dreamt of before...like my friend's house. I think I've left something in the house...I go inside. It is all newly decorated by new owners and very weird looking indeed. The living room turned into a bedroom. I walk in, get something and walk out. 04/29/07 I remember talking to someone- a female person I didn't know before now- about...she said, "the preparation to lucid dreaming is always more difficult when..." and I cannot recall the rest. When what? I feel that it could be..."when you want to do it" or "when you plan to do it" or "when you're afraid to do it." In a later part of the dream...I see beautiful ribbons being untied or untwisted. To me, they seem to symbolize the many beautiful friends I have who are so creative...with ribbons and anything else they can get their hands on. slump period
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