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dream-journal

june, 2006

June 27th, 2006

Over the past month or so I have had increased school-related demands upon my daily life and therefore have noticed a recession in the lucid dream experiences and the excitement in general in relation to my dream life. This is largely due, I believe, to my less frequent meditation practices. I have perceived a clear message from different sources that grounding is important for me now and, with a focus shifting to school and my new internship, I have not been lucid dreaming very much.

Strangely, though, it seems that I began to have prophetic dreams when the lucid dreams began to cease. One time I dreamt of a three-car accident in a dream that shook me quite a bit, and woke up to the sound of squealing tires and the sight of a car in the front of my yard- there was a three car accident in front of my house. Another dream involved my dog peeing on the floor in a huge puddle and I woke knowing that I would find a huge puddle on the floor- which I did of course (my dog is starting to get old). The dreams seem to forewarn me of thing that could be possibly upsetting…
I am fascinated by these dreams. And prophetic dreams seem to be rather common…that is, I have heard many tales of people dreaming about something just before it happens. There stories often I believe without question- even though, (yes it is true) I don’t actually believe everything that I read and take in. If it happens to me, it must happen to a lot of people.

When dreaming, we disconnect from our pre-frontal cortex and operate mostly with our subconscious minds. So what is it about our subconscious minds that can actually feel and perceive events that have not yet occurred? With all of our science in these “modern times”, we still don’t seem to be pushing to understand this dimension of reality. I guess I feel this way because I am passionate about finding answers to this and other related questions.

Some of the things that are now happening to me: I have strange deja-vu sensations quite often and feel that there is a dream connection to this feeling. Other people have given similar reports. I am starting to wonder if this “familiar” feeling is related to psychic dreaming about an event and then reliving- but not fully remembering the dream so that the experience charges us with a vague current of energy, but it is not enough to shake us into full memory of the dream…

There is a great deal of research pointing to the idea that our pituitary and pineal glands inside the brain (deep in the center) are actually enlarged when meditation becomes a regular practice...and this seems to be connected to greater intuitive abilities, a dream life more intensely connected to waking life, and the visual perception of energy.

When the third eye opens, it can almost be felt as a stretching of the center region in the brain as something intangible opens and the experience of reality changes in subtle ways.

Certainly energy is connected to this. I am beginning to perceive energy- visually. This is happening more and more often and the colors seem more vivid than ever. I will be talking to someone and a large blob of color will appear next to their head…and the aura will shift and transform as the person expresses himself. This is a very very odd experience for me...although it is not something I haven’t worked on. I have worked on being able to perceive energy, and a few months ago I prayed on this and decided to intend to do this. In my life, the intention to do something is all I really need and I will often be allowed to make my intentions reality. However, it is still very odd. I had actually lost steam with this intention because it did not seem to bear fruit very quickly after I created it as an intention…so I assumed I was not ready or in decent shape to see energy. Now, improvements in perceiving energy seem quite obvious to me. It does depend on my vibration and how highly charged it is, but when I am charged I can see the energy. It is very exciting actually, and I really wonder what it means for the future.

I hope to meet other people who can do this and understand what I am talking about. I have met a few, but have lost touch with most people I know who are avid students of this sort of material. I am not looking for those who are merely excited by the concepts. Rather, I am looking for dedicated learners who actually practice and have developed some skills. I am looking for those who have truly witnessed the power of co-creation and manifestation.
I call myself a “mad energy scientist” in different various places. This is truth for me, but I am not working in depth with others at this time. Eventually I would like to shape this passion into a career. At this time, I am independently learning, but most definitely growing in these areas. Despite setbacks and challenges in my personal life, this experience of mad energy research is ongoing and pops up everywhere I go and in every situation. It has always felt to me, quite distinctly, that this passion has chosen me rather than I having chosen it. It is, in reality, a little of both.

I know that there are many people that relate to my experiences. I am looking to connect with these people. That is part of the purpose of the website. I want to find others who:
1) actually percieve the human energy field (HEF) really or
2) have consistent lucid dream experiences or
3) have consistent psychic experiences
4) anyone who does any kind of testing of psychic ability or scientifically studies paranormal phenomenon

I would like to collect the accounts of experiences as described above or work with people studying paranormal phenomenon. I do not know if this is something that is likely to happen any time soon. If not, I have plenty to do in the meantime and will keep you wonderful readers up to date on the energetic and metaphysical experiences – planned and unplanned.

contact me at melinda.moellering@gmail.com